lost conceptions

a chronological scrapbook of reflections

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    • Muddy Water

      Waves for you, Drawn deep and wide. Consistent as the tides.   I like it when it’s warm at night, when you don’t need a sweater. And the air itself feels wetter. The ground seeps between my toes as I step— I never intended on putting my feet in. But now I watch, as the… Continue reading

    • Third Year Lessons, Blessings

      It seems as though every year comes quicker than the last. Another school year has gone by and I’ve been consistent with these reflections, so here are some lessons I’m taking from my junior year in college. It’s been a trip, to say the least. I’ve learned a lot about people, relationships, and what it… Continue reading

    • While Trying To Find Its Meaning

      I lost my mind While trying to find its meaning. I lose myself With closed eyes, I’m dreaming. I lost some friends, I lost my sight, I lost a piece of my heart, More than twice. Is this what growing up feels like? Growing, Flowing, Learning, Forever yearning. Emotions constantly burning. Too many feelings, Head… Continue reading

    • Spring Thoughts

      Ever have it where something happens in your life then you sit and think about it– like really think about it. You think about what this thing meant to you and who you were before it and how it’s changed you since. And you think about what life would have been like without that thing… Continue reading

    • Generation Abomination

      All these thoughts got my mind at shake, Why do we focus on what’s fake? Kardashian-run materialistic society, Going by a false propriety. The other day someone asked me my biggest fear, I said the future. Nobody listens, they only hear. See what they want, focus on desire, Ignoring the fact that our Earth is… Continue reading

    • Loving You, Loving Me

      Which door will you choose? Glance and dance, the world is your muse~ Candle’s already set up for you, Your only job is to light the fuse. So burn baby burn, It’s indeed your turn, To reach for what you yearn, Stop watching it from the side You’ve timed the tides~ And it’s time to… Continue reading

    • Wonder Years II

      Don’t get me wrong– I’m always wonderin’.. but I couldn’t have ever imagined. 2017 was significant. Despite the negativity it held for the Earth and nation-wide populations, it held so much growth and positive change in my personal life. I sit and “can’t even” comprehend how to transverse all of my reflections and recollections into… Continue reading

    • 2017.

      Day 353- Reflection. Year 2017, poor reception. Countless wrong directions, Misconceptions~ All crashing thru the tidal waves, ~In a sea of introspection~~ Flowers at bloom, in constant growth. Glasses up for a September toast. 21 21 2-what? where’s the fun? Gotta run, No time to spare, Lil’ worker bee– side note: cut my hair. Searching… Continue reading

    • An Afternoon Trip

      Blast-off, it hit.. step into the canvas. Every where I look, the scene is outlandish, Where’d you go? Where are we? Holy fuck–look at that tree. Edge of the ocean, everything in motion~ consumed the magic fungus potion.. On the bridge –Golden Gate– just couldn’t wait, haters gon’ hate/ let the universe decide my fate..… Continue reading

    • Hourglass Thoughts

      The flower was once a bud. Fragile, naive, & a wee-bit young, Innocent indeed– doesn’t seem like it though/ you wouldn’t believe. In him I could see, the 2-years-ago ‘me’. All of the love~ pure and undoubtedly true, I’m not sure what it was, that brought me to you. It was fate, I must theorize–… Continue reading